I want to draw something but I have no idea what. Why I don’t have any imagination, any piece of fantasy, why?.. All my drawings are boring. I love them, I do them very clean and neat, but it’s all I can give.
Maybe I need to rest for a time, or maybe I would have to open request box again, I dont know… Need to think about it.
Iit’s the only thing that saddens me, everything else is fine. I play TF2 a lot, a lot of good people around, a lot of positive emotions I get every day. Thank you all for it~ <3

That’s me ^^ Shot taken by one pretty person who taught me how to play medic+medic, who played with me almost every day last week and who… shot me right in the eye! Friendly… thanks, doc xD

Yesterday was a productive evening. Got a new high score - 36 points for pyro, woah! I don’t even know how that’s happened… Our team desperately fought in the defense and I did the usual pyro’s job - burn all the spies, extinguish all the teammates, reflect enemy projectiles and protect engie’s buildings. I don’t know because previous high score for pyro was only 16, and I can’t jump over it for a long time o_o
My workspace again. Bought “advanced gameboard” for use Photoshop hotkeys (there is no place for normal sized keyboard on the table near the tablet as you see). I hope this will help… will be more comfortable for me.
Still wish of a larger table D:
Watching this makes me feel not lonely at all
http://thenicestplaceontheinter.net/
;_; I can’t-

W-why am I watched this ;_;
I feel more lonely now then ever. Because it is not real, and in real life noone hugs me like this for a long time… ah, never mind. I’m a happy person actually, but just don’t have friends.
Thanks to all those people, it is great idea, just my mind takes it wrong…
Hey guys, I have a question for you. Are you interested in me livestreaming? I mean, not right now, but in the future.
I must warn you that it would be hard for me because I draw very slowly, for us - because of language problems, and for you because best time for me is like now - from 13:00 to 17:00 pm (it’s a Moscow time - UTC +4 hours) on weekdays.
If that happens, I probably will fail and it would be the greatest shame, but :D
Anyway, just need to know. Are you interested in?

This is a little piece of picture I working on right now. I silently hate the man who designed their costumes, there are so many details and weird parts, argh. Spent a lot of time on it.
Originally they have serious and gloomy faces, so I have fun with naughtiness. It helps to relax :D
Anonymous asked: who are your fav TF2 classes to play? Who are your fav to draw?
Last time I love to play soldier because I can do something with it. Kill enemies, destroy buildings, survive alone with my black box, even rocketjumping a bit.
But when I really want to help my team and win - I play medic. Because usually no one wants to do their important job :<
When it feels like I suck at every class, I choose engie and trying to help. Keep calm and build a sentry/dispenser/teleporter is best strategy at times like this.
Also for fun I play pyro, scout, huntsman sniper, rarely - demo and heavy, and almost never - spy. Playing for spies are beyond my ken, it’s too hard for me and I really hate them in game D:<
But in reality I love them all, each character is unique and I love to draw them all equally. Well, maybe I love medic a little more, but just a little C:

Our sprays: CoffeeIN’s Unlucky, my husband - El Cannabis and random guy’s Archimedes. Above the doorway, so everyone can see them going from resp room. I think they make good company together :)
Remember that WIP? I finally finished it. It took a lot of time becouse I am not good in drawing reality-like things and did not practise it a lot of time. I has deferred it for later hoping to do it better… But the time is running out and nothing is changes.
Originally idea was taken from avaryce request: “…Medic was walking in a scarf and heavy coat in Stuttgart looking all chilly or something”, I made a sketch and than it turned into this. Thank you for that request. Sorry about me being so slow.
I put a picture separately, because I think people are don’t like to read my blah :)
Requests are CLOSED right now
…at some time.
My drawing speed is much slowly than you send it to me. It is neverending process :D So I need to clear out my inbox, fulfill the interesting requests, finish old pictures. How many WIPs actually I have?… Oooh.
Well, I’ll let you know when I will open it again.



